Welcome to Alignment

Here, in this space, we relax all strangleholds on our physical minds. We surrender, not to something outside of us but to our power within. We relax into knowing that we already have all the control and influence over our experiences that we will ever need. We understand that it is not about forcing things to happen but about allowing ourselves to make visible what is always happening. This is about allowing our true selves — as conscious aspects of creation — to guide us through our daily lives.

This is about neutralizing situations and recognizing all ideas, scenarios, and circumstances as the equal, valid choices they are.

This is about assigning positive definitions to better align our beliefs with who we really are and what we truly prefer.

This is about waking up in the physical dream.

Raised in a working poor family with Catholic values, I was consistently reminded that “if you want anything in this life, you need to work for it.” Which is all well and good except neither of my parents appeared to work at jobs that they enjoyed very much. They seemed to work (a lot!) to pay the bills; to “keep our heads above water.”

Now, I know this is because my parents defined work as a labor-intensive, misery-causing, pain in the ass part of the cold, hard world. It’s no wonder I dropped out of high school thinking “I’ll just go get a job.” This is because in my belief system, every job may as well have been the same arduous task that I did not want to do but must, according to the rules.

I was always drawn to music, writing, radio, and film. I loved playing music, writing stories and songs, etc. I was also obsessed with the scary things and the paranormal, but ultimately, I wanted to be a famous rock star. However, that was considered impossible or at the very best, impractical…

So, like my folks, I worked… A lot! I worked a wide range of physical labor jobs, from farms and factories to food service, vehicle work, and on and on. At 22, I started working for a landscaping company and eventually became a hardscape foreman. And I still enjoy masonry (when I get the chance to do it).

The Nagging

For years, kneeling in the dirt or mud or gravel, digging or scraping or mixing mortar, I would get these almost overwhelming waves of energy sort of course through my body on occasion. These waves were always accompanied by the thoughts that I should not be doing what I was doing.

Oftentimes, it would take every fibre of self-control in my body to not just drop the shovel or whatever I was holding and walk the hell away from that job. The uncontrollable feeling that I was created to do and be so much more than I was allowing myself was incessantly present and it only grew stronger.

Now, to back up a bit. I was probably a strange kid. I used to obsess over ideas like catching the moment of “Now.” I would fixate on the idea that as soon as I start to think something, the very moment I think it, it is immediately the past. Every single thought, as soon as you think it, has already been thought. It’s still a mind blowing concept.

I also used to fantasize about the idea of eternity, trying with all my little kid might to understand how something could never, ever end. When I would think about this, I would close my eyes and everything would take on a sort of greenish/beige hue, and I would feel this incredible rush as my mind tried to grapple with the notion. I still wish I could explain that feeling to people, but it will always sound as unimpressive as what I just wrote. Oh well…

Nevertheless, for the many reasons mentioned on the Aligning The Beyond page, I never questioned the existence of an “afterlife.” I have always known via my own two eyes that there is much more to reality than what we usually see. However, as a Catholic, I was only ever taught some basic concepts about this so-called afterlife. The core concepts that never sat well with me were that, A: “Life is a test” and B: “If you fail it, you’re going to burn in hell.”

Remembering Who I Am

Years later (without providing all the details), I discovered a person who said he was channeling information from an extraterrestrial intelligence. If you are reading this, most likely you are open to these ideas. If you are reading this and you are somehow not open to these ideas, then fear not, the messenger does not really matter. You can believe that or not. The message itself, however, changed my entire life…

When I discovered the message, I was searching for meaning in everything “outside” of me by filling the void inside of me with booze, drugs, sex, money, etc. This was 13 years ago, and it has taken every second of the years between then and now to fully understand that I genuinely deserve all of the splendors that physical life has to offer, and beyond.

The message? It is nothing you have not heard before as it has been said for aeons across countless sources, typically chalked up to “Metaphysics” or “New Age” thinking and vague “wishy-washy” sentences like “Follow your joy.” That sentence, however, is really all that needs to be said. Still, since it is so frequently misinterpreted, misunderstood, or simply thought to be a nice little trite and metaphorical bit of wisdom, I will briefly break down the history and mechanics of why this message is so vital…

The History

First, understand that “God” is existence itself — the only eternal, omnipresent force. It is the state from which all things are created, destroyed, rebuilt, destroyed again, and so on. Existence is not subject to anything and it only has one quality — to exist.

Since everything is contained within existence, existence itself is both all positive and all negative expressions. This means that fundamentally, it is neutral and has no preference for the positive or the negative, so long as it experiences itself in all of the ways it possible can. Ancient texts call this “God’s will.” It is YOUR will. It is existence experiencing itself through your particular expression — through your unique eyes.

Now, in order to eperience anything, existence has to know itself AS everything. The act of existence knowing itself “happened” in one infinitesimal fraction of time that science calls “The Big Bang.” Here and now, existence knows itself by creating infinite reflections of itself. These reflections are often called the “children of God.” It is every single pont of view — absolutely everything, everywhere. From angels and demons to you, me, and the air we breathe, it is all an expression or a reflection of existence itself.

The Mechanics

Existence itself (or God) can be felt. It is felt as energy or frequency, and all of existence — from the “highest” level through the “spirit realm” into physical reality and below — is all different levels of different frequencies. You are an eternal soul (a vibratory state all its own). And you are part of one unique oversoul out of infinite, unique “oversouls.” In this, your natural state, you exist on a higher frequency than physical reality.

When you, as a soul, choose to have an experience in physical reality, you need to condense a tiny fraction of yourself down in vibration, to a much lower frequency. This little fraction condenses down so low that it takes on a crystalline type of quality. Through this crystalline quality, you create an illusion of separation, an idea that you are not your soul. This idea is not real in the sense of the word “real” since it is an illusion, a trick you are playing on yourself. You do this to have an experience.

After the crystalline seed that will ultimately create your physical reality is formed, you create the “higher mind.” This is the mind that you create to remain in connection with who you really are as a soul. Your higher mind knows everything you came into physical reality to experience. It knows the themes you wish to explore and all the paths you need to take to have the highest quality physical experience. However, because you need to forget what you really are (a soul) in order to have an authentic experience, you need to filter the higher mind into what you call your physical mind. To do this, you filter the higher mind through the “blueprint level.”

This is a frequency just a little above physical reality where all of your themes, choices, and potential paths are laid out for your consciousness to sort through. Layered within this level is the ever-fluid belief system. You can picture this like the underside of the blueprint level that is constantly shifting as you buy into and drop beliefs throughout your physical lifetime. However, understand that there are also consensus beliefs in the blueprint that you (as a soul) have agreed to abide by to have the physical experience.

Nevertheless, most of your beliefs are made up of other beliefs that you bought into upon your physical birth. These are beliefs like “life is hard,” “I need to struggle to make money,” and “If I’m too weird, no one will accept me.” The most problematic belief that we buy into is the one that allows us to forget who are. It is vital that we buy into this belief or again, we can not have a physical experience. However, by going into total forgetfulness and extreme limitation, we create this belief that says the higher mind is not even real and that the physical mind needs to control everything.

The physical mind was not designed to do that!

The physical mind is essentially an antenna designed strictly to receive thoughts from the higher mind, translate them, and perceive what is going on around the physical body. So, all thoughts come from the higher mind first. However, the higher mind does not speak in words. It speaks the language of the soul, frequency. The way this frequency is translated into physical reality is through the feeling we call joy, excitement, and love.

Now, the reason this frequency is felt as joy, excitement, love, etc., is because it is the true, natural state of being that you are as a soul, as an expression or reflection of existence itself. This means that “following your joy” is how you hear the higher mind, the part of you that knows the best path for your physical life.

Of course, following your genuine excitement all the time can be challenging. However, it does not have to be! But because of our complicated and multifaceted belief systems, doing this means that we need to change our definitions, validate negative beliefs in order to “remove” them, and often place our blind trust or faith in things we cannot physical see or even understand entirely.

And this is where my journey meets my destination!

Your Weekly Alignment

The meditations I provide in this space are tailored specifically to help you relax into your power. By doing this, you open a clearer dialogue between your physical mind and higher mind, which is the easiest way to locate your definitions. Once you learn how to relax your definitions, you can reform your belief structure and ultimately follow the messages being sent by your higher mind. My only goal with this page is to help awaken and guide as many people as possible into living their best lives, being their truly, radiant selves! And of course, the main reason I am doing this is because it is exciting to me, so from the bottom of my heart, I hope you enjoy!

New meditations are exclusively released right here at the home of The Bill Mullane Show! New meditations are released periodically and will be provided more frequently based on how much people are enjoying them.